I am continuing to read the Twilight series. I finished Eclipse last night & started Breaking Dawn today. Oh! can I just say that again... Oh!! Wow do I ever love this series. Everything happens just the way I want it to. Edward says what I want him to say & does what I think he should do. It's like she read my mind. If I was capable of writing a best-selling love story this is just what I would write. No, I take that back; I’m not that creative. I never would have thought to have a vampire fall in love with a girl, what drama! what excitement! Ok perhaps I’m a wee bit obsessed but I don’t care. I don't care if it is cheesy sometimes, it's beautiful & sweet & I can't put it down.
So I was realizing today that Andrew Steig was my Jacob Black. He was there for me when my “first love” Justin dumped me in high school and I was in the depths of despair. We dated & became friends but I never encouraged him to love me because I was still pining for Justin (pathetic I know); although he totally loved me. I even called him orange juice once. Poor guy. He was completely confident he could get me to love him the way he loved me. I wrote to him 3 times a week for a year and a half on his mission & we became wonderful friends; he almost had me talked into marrying him, almost. Then I met Dan, fell in love, got engaged & broke Andrew’s heart. Maybe that’s why I don’t like Jacob; maybe I still feel a little guilty myself for hurting my good friend.
3 comments:
you know- motherhood is different for every one. Some people feel totally natural and LOVE breast-feeding and other things, while others feel totally weird and like they don't have that instant bond... If you don't bond instantly and feel 'changed' all of a sudden I wouldn't worry. You will love your baby more then anything and the rest will fall into place as you go!
Motherhood will come naturally don't worry. You will be a great Mother. And for the name, it will come to you eventually. Just talk about names eventually you will agree on one, I promise.
Hang in there. Your mommy instincts will kick in and everything will be fine. You are going to be a great mom! You'll see. Did you say you didn't like pain but wanted to have the baby "without" an epidural? Just so you know, I'm not sure that is possible. I highly recommend the epidural but you are probably tougher than you think, more like Anna, and could handle anything. I however tell my friend two things before they have their babies. 1) Ask early Ask often (in regards to the drugs). Also, crying helps. They often give me the drugs faster when I cry. LOL. 2) Get the milkshakes at the hospital at every meal. They are yummy!
Ok. Now you are all set! :-)
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